tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-52601947808153413062024-02-18T18:21:38.356-08:00Black Book And Other StuffThe person that you will love and hate without you realized it. Satu entry Duka, Tiga entry Suka.Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.comBlogger94125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-63015336830677005562015-08-10T00:22:00.002-07:002015-08-10T00:22:59.291-07:00Tiada lagi Blog (mungkin). Yang ada lepas ni hanya wattpad. (mungkin jugak)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Hang takde Wattpad? Rugi.<br />
Baik hang daftar satu akaun Wattpad, lepas tu hang pi follow aku.<br />
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Akaun aku nama Mikael Sahaja.<br />
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Eleh macam tak biasa.<br />
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Bye.Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-61495310021969155512015-07-05T19:22:00.000-07:002015-07-05T19:22:10.863-07:00Certot M: Yang gagal menang.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Lelaki semua sama!
Jahat!” jerit Nina kepada aku. Dicampaknya surat khabar pada aku bersama tajuk
utamanya; “Seorang remaja perempuan, diperkosa 14 remaja lelaki.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Apa yang semua samanya?”
Nina pandang seolahnya nak telan aku.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Baca ke tak? Ke dah buta
huruf?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku capai surat khabar
tu. Baca penuh.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“I like to highlight that
14 people yang perkosa dia tu, separuhnya adalah kawan-kawan dia sendiri!
Kenapa lelaki ni tak reti nak behave diri dia?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Apsal lelaki? Perempuan
tu la yang salah”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Excuse me?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Percaya sangat ke “kawan
lelaki” dia yang tu kenapa? Entah-entah, dia yang pergi berkawan dengan lelaki
jahat. Siapa tahu?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku keluarkan sepaket
Skittles.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Ada lagi lelaki yang
baik. Ramai. Jadi, perempuan kenalah pandai pilih kawan. Jahat mungkin 10%. Ada
lagi 90% lelaki yang baik. Choose wisely. And then, barulah kau tak kena
perkosa. So, rilekslah. Faham tak?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Nina rampas paket
Skittles aku, dituangkan sebahagian ke tapak tangannya.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“10%.” ujarnya. Aku
tengok saja bila Nina taburkan “10%” Skittles aku ke lantai, kemudian
dimasukkan semula ke dalam paket. Digoncangnya paket Skittles tu dan ditolak
semula pada aku.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Makanlah Skittles tu
dengan senang hati.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Jangan takut, cuma 10%
je yang kotor. Ada 90% lagi Skittles bersih dekat dalam tu.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-30419551946953901102015-06-28T10:16:00.000-07:002015-06-28T10:16:09.555-07:00Sebelum tidur, maafkanlah semua orang.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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tu rasa lebih tenang, setiap malam sebelum tidur tu, maafkanlah semua orang.
Ampunkan semua dosa orang yang pernah buat dekat kita. Bila kita tidur malam
tanpa ada rasa dendam pada sesiapa, kita takkan rasa tertekan sebab kita dah
buang sifat negatif dalam diri. Automatik, perasaan jadi tenang dan tekanan pun
hilang. Aku ambik nasihat tu bulat-bulat.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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mula memandang siling.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="MS" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Ok, aku nak maafkan semua orang. Semua orang yang pernah buat dosa
dekat aku.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="MS" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Kecuali si Faris tu,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="MS" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Sebab aku sampai bila-bila pun takkan boleh maafkan dia yang
senang-senang hati merampas gadis yang paling aku sayang dan kau tinggalkan dia
dalam keadaan dia terkapai-kapai. Kau bayangkan, orang paling aku sayang tu di
ayam-ayamkan je oleh manusia durjana. Dah la merampas dia dari tangan kau, tak
dihargainya pulak. Kalau kau, kau tak berdendam ke?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="MS" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Dan jugak si Masyitah tu,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="MS" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Sebab dialah satu-satunya lecturer yang paling poyo aku kenal
sepanjang hidup aku. Dia bajet dia hot agaknya. Sampaikan orang nak minta
nombor phone dia atas dasar mudah la nanti nak tanya pasal kelas ke, kuliah ke,
dia boleh bantai kata “Taknaklah, nanti awak ambik nombor saya, awak mengorat
saya pulak. Saya dah ada suami tau” dan aku macam what the heck? Kau ingat
orang suka kau ke? Sebab dia jugaklah pointer aku jatuh teruk sem tu. Binawe.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="MS" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Dan jugak si Syahmin tu,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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sangka kau khianat aku dengan cara kau tukarkan bateri handphone aku yang
original tu dengan bateri ciplak handphone kau. Untuk apa kau khianat aku macam
tu? Dah la tu, kau malukan aku depan orang bila aku minta balik bateri tu.
Memang sampai matilah aku tak ampunkan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="MS" style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Heh.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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pelik kenapa hati aku susah nak tenang.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-15320983377212329592015-06-26T13:33:00.002-07:002015-06-26T13:33:14.986-07:00Sembang Pelir.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> “Paling pantang aku benda ni la. Benda lebihkan
awek dari kawan sendiri ni.” ujar Azim marah marah. Kami nak main badminton.
Sebabkan kawan kawan kami yang jenisnya masih lagi nak bersukan walaupun umur
dah 24 tahun dan ke atas ni tak ramai, maka kalau ada yang hilang-hilang ni memang betul punya
boleh buat impaknya terasa.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> “Kan Naim dah cakap hari tu, dia tak
confirm. Dia dah janji dengan awek dia dah berapa lama dah dia kata hari tu,”
cakap Faiz cuba backup Naim.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 150%;"> “Heh, jadi lelaki kalau tak berguna macam
tu la. Awek cakap semua nak ikut. Bodoh. Esok suruhlah awek dia tu usung dia
pergi kubur bila dah meninggal esok!”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 150%;"> “Wah,marah betul kau Azim. Chill la. Macamlah
kau takde awek.” betah aku. Saja je acah acah back up Naim. Takde kerja kan.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 150%;"> “Minta maaf. Aku memang takkanlah nak
mungkir janji sebab awek. Benda kita dah plan lama kot benda ni. Aku pegang
ideologi bahawa <i>Bros before hoes</i>. Aku takkan lebihkan makwe dari kawan kawan
aku sendiri. Ini penting. Lelaki yang bagus adalah lelaki yang kuat pendirian
dan tak tunduk pada kehendak makwe dia semata!”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> Mungkin sebab bila Azim bercakap, semua
malas ambik port sambil masing masing start acah-acah pukul shuttle, Azim pun stop.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> Sudahnya hari tu, kami main dari
pukul 9 sampai 10 setengah tu 5 orang
sambil berganti penat. Naim ada jugak datang last last tu nak main. Dapatlah dia main satu set macam tu. Tu pun main sambil pedih telinga menahan perlian Azim yang
tak habis habis ungkit kejadian tadi.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> “Rabu depan, kita main lagi. Dan kali ni,
tolong jangan buat perangai nak akur sangat dengan awek tu. Tolong. Kita dah
bagitau awal ni.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> Arahan Azim tu diambil endah tak endah
oleh semua. Dah aku confirm confirm lah boleh datang. Bukan kata awek, habuk
awek pun aku takde. Eh tiba-tiba rasa nak menangis pulak.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"><u>Rabu depan.</u></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> “Azim mana? Bukan dia beriya yang plan ke?”
tanya aku pada Faiz<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> “Azim kena teman awek dia tengok wayang.
Pitch Perfect 2. Awek dah beli tiket. Terpaksa.” jawab Faiz bersahaja.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> Pelirlah kau Azim. Sembang macam ponen. Pergi mereputlah sana
dengan ideologi <i>bro before hoes</i> apa jadah bangang kau tu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-53431314666400246772015-05-03T08:15:00.002-07:002015-05-03T08:15:21.806-07:00Bila si Ayah mula bersuara.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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24/4/2015 (Jumaat)<br />
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“Jom minum kejap dekat kedai tu”
ujar Ayah tatkala baru keluar dari Kedai membeli sekotak rokok.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Kau taulah lepas Solat Jumaat,
dengan panas berdeting, bahang serupa api ada dekat tepi muka, benda yang
tercatat dalam <i>To Do List</i> selepas ni seharusnya “Balik, bukak baju dan baring
malas depan kipas.”<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Malas la. Takpe kot”<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Eh jomla minum. Taknak ke?”<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Taknak la. Takpe kot”<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Eh minum minum. Jom. Parking
dekat tepi gerai tu. Minum. Kejap je”<o:p></o:p></div>
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Hmmm.<o:p></o:p></div>
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*******<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Mikael dengan Mary tu apa
cerita? Still kawan lagi ke?”<o:p></o:p></div>
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Oh, I really didn’t see that
coming.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Ye la, empat tahun ke hulu ke
hilir sama-sama. Setiap kali raya datang rumah beraya sama-sama. Siap bawak
datang masa ada saudara datang rumah siap perkenalkan dekat Makngah Makteh apa
semua, tup tup hilang tak berjumpa. Ayah mana yang tak pelik yedak?<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Kitorang kawan je Ayah”<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Ye la. Ayah tahulah kawan”<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Kawan je. Takde apa apa dah.”<o:p></o:p></div>
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Ayah aku tarik nafas dalam-dalam.<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Takpelah kan,Nak buat macamana
tak berjodoh yedak?” ujar Ayah. Datang pelayan letak Nescafe suam depan Ayah
dan limau ais depan aku. Cepat-cepat aku capai nak minum. Haus. Bahang gila kot
petang ni apsal entah. Karang kalau air limau ni tak masuk, mahu air yang keluar (Ha'a. Air mata. Dah diam)<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Ayah, takdelah menyokong pun
tak, menghalang pun tak benda ni. Ye la, dalam saudara kita mana ada yang kahwin
dengan orang Negeri Sembilan”<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Mary orang Melaka la ayah”<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Sama la tu. Negeri Sembilan,
Melaka ni adat pepatih dia kuat”<o:p></o:p></div>
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Kau tahu, aku sebenarnya tengah separa terkejut ni. Memang dulu Ayah ada cakap kalau boleh jangan kahwin dengan orang Negeri Sembilan. Tak sangka pulak dia betul-betul serius masa cakap benda tu. Ish, rugi benar rasanya. Gadis Negeri Sembilan ni dah la ramai comel comel.</div>
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“Ayah punya ayah, punya
sepupu. Kahwin dengan orang Negeri Sembilan. Bukannya anak sulung pun. Tapi,
bila kakak kakak dia dah meninggal, last last jadi dia yang paling sulung. Dah
dia kena balik sebab nak jaga rumah apa semua. Pasal yang perempuan ni dia
macam jadi ketua. Padahal tinggal dekat KL elok je bertahun-tahun. Terus balik
Negeri Sembilan. Tu ada yang cakap, kalau kahwin dengan orang Negeri Sembilan
ni, memang sehelai sepinggang la pergi dia. Semua dia angkut bawak balik. Garang pulak tu”<o:p></o:p></div>
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Aku telan air liur. Seram jugak
ni cerita ni.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Tapi, kalau ikut pengalaman
lampau aku, memang orang Negeri Sembilan ni semua garang. Macam singa lapar.<o:p></o:p></div>
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*******<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Satulah Ayah nak pesan, jangan
bagi orang harapan. Tak baik”<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Takdelah. Mikael dah cakap dah
kawan je”<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Siapa yang cakap?” Tanya Ayah
sambal tersenyum. Jahatnya senyum tu. Senyum nak korek rahsia.<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Mikael yang cakap”<o:p></o:p></div>
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*******<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Ayah dulu sebelum dengan ibu,
banyak jugak sejarah. Tapi, ibu dah sayang Ayah” kata Ayah sambil gelak-gelak
kecil. Hmm, apsal la perangai power ayat perempuan yang ayah aku ada tu taknak
pulak turun ke aku ni?<o:p></o:p></div>
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“Cuma tu la, jangan bagi harapan
dekat orang. Tak baik. Nanti orang sakit hati, tu yang sampai kena bomoh, kena
khianat tu sebab sakit hati la tu”<o:p></o:p></div>
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Aku angguk. Faham.<o:p></o:p></div>
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Pelan-pelan dalam hati, aku berdoa agar aku dapat benda yang baik-baik.</div>
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Dapat ilmu power dalam mengayat gadis pilihan misalnya.</div>
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Hihu.</div>
Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-37152537094029983632015-04-13T22:51:00.000-07:002015-04-13T22:51:30.648-07:00The Return of Mary.<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="font-size: 10pt; text-align: justify;"> Mata mengadap ke skrin tv.
Asyik jugak sebenarnya mengadap cerita Donut Showdown ni. Donut Showdown
merupakan sebuah gameshow di mana akan ada 3 kumpulan yang bertanding
siapa yang paling power antara diorang dalam membuat donut yang sedap dan
mengikut tema. Yang menang, akan membawa pulang $10,000. Duit tu aku tak lapar
sangat nak tengok. Tapi donut dia, fuhh. Lain macam pergi dia.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Galaxy Note 4
bergetar tanda ada panggilan masuk. Hish, siapa pulak yang menganggu aku
berfantasi dengan seketul donut ni? Cepat aku capai, dan tertera nama yang aku
agak tak sangka (agak sebab aku memang sure dia akan call balik. Tapi, takdelah
time time camni. Sekarang pukul 10 kot.)<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “Mary”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Sengaja aku biarkan telefon bordering lama sampai terpadam. Dia antara nak ke
taknak angkat ni. Berfikir terlalu lama sampai phone mati sendiri.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Selepas 10 minit
masa yang diambil untuk aku rasional, aku menghantar Whatsapp ke Mary;<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> <i> “Assalamualaikum, u
ada missxall I ke? Kenapa ya?”<o:p></o:p></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"><i> “Ha’a :’). Jap”</i><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Dan telefon
bordering semula. Tapi kali ni, aku tak tunggu lama.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “Hello” jawab aku.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “Hello hai. Hmm,
saja je call. Tengah buat apa?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Suara tu. Lama betul
aku tak dengar.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Perbualan kepada
perbualan. Aku sehabis baik cuba untuk tidak menampilkan suara aku dalam
keadaan menggigil. Entah apsal nak menggigil entah. Marah? Terlalu gembira?
Terlalu sedih? Aku tak tahu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “U dekat mana ni?” tanya Mary.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “Rumah I la.
Puchong”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “Oh. I kat Melaka.
Tadi tumpang kawan tempat kerja. Kebetulan, dia pun orang Melaka jugak. So, kami balik
sekali”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Masya Allah
kebetulannya tiba-tiba kawan nak balik Melaka. Aku malas nak tanya lelaki ke perempuan kawan dia tu. Sebab kalau
dalam bab menabur effort serupa gampang ni, kau boleh agak la kerja siapa. Ni
kita cerita sebelum nak bercinta kot. Kemonlah. Aku putus cinta je. Aku tak
terlupa macamana nak menjadi lelaki.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “Ok la, I busy sikit. Sebab I tengah buat kerja ni actually” ujar aku nak tamatkan panggilan.
Kerja apa? Mestilah bukan kerja menangis. Butoh la nak menangis.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “Oh, ok. You…ok
tak?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “I ok. Ok la. Bye.
Assalamualaikum”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “Waalaikumussalam”
ujar Mary dan meletakkan panggilan dulu. Macam selalu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Perkara ni buat aku
terfikir sesuatu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Mulanya aku rasa
macam,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “Yeay, Mary rindu
aku! Padan muka kau sebab kau rindu aku tapi kau tak boleh nak miliki aku!
Padan muka kau!”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Tapi, aku terfikir
sesuatu. Sumpah kalau korang kenal Mary, korang akan tau. Dia bukan gadis gadis
jahat yang jenisnya suka nak mempermaikan hati orang. Dia baik. Tapi dia ni ada
bendulnya yang kau sendiri susah nak hadam. Dia boleh sakitkan hati kau dalam
keadaan dia tak sedar dan tak berniat macam tu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Aku risau betul kalau
sebenarnya, dia call aku tadi sekadar nak tahu aku ni ok ke tak. Ok ke lepas
dia, Mary, meninggalkan aku.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Dia macam dialog dalam hati dia;</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> "Sebab aku (Mary) nak mula
bercinta balik ni. Kau…ok tak?"<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Macam tu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Dan persoalan itu
berjaya membuatkan aku memandang siling lebih lama dari selalu sebelum nak
jejak ke alam mimpi.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> *******<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “Kau dengan Mary apa
cerita sebenarnya?” ujar Izwat. Selepas aku busy dengan tugas belajar, Fandi busy dengan tugas Engineer dan Izwat "terlalu" busy (sebab dia ni kau call 8 kali pun belum tentu return call barua ni) dengan tugas manage kedai runcit 1Malaysia, akhirnya kami berjaya juga melepakkan diri di mamak untuk berborak kosong tanya khabar. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “Aku dengan dia
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pernah buat tu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “Oh, ok ok. No
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Aku tersentak
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tenang. Tak menggeletar sangat.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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pelik jugak nampak dia pergi balik kerja ada orang ambik naik motor. Dah lama
dah tapi aku malas nak bagitau kau. Kau tau la aku ni malas sikit nak ambik
port. Karang korang gaduh pulak karang. Tapi ni, korang dah takde apa apa ni
boleh la aku cerita,”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Aku diam lagi.
Sambung hirup limau ais supaya stress aku dihilangkan dengan manisnya limau dan
dinginnya ais.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Aku tarik nafas
panjang.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> Hembus.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> “Aku.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 10.0pt;"> "Aku yang buat perangai."</span></div>
Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-57207212374649887372015-04-09T03:01:00.000-07:002015-04-09T03:01:11.572-07:00Masalah paling ketara bila putus cinta.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Masalah paling ketara bagi aku bila kau putus cinta ni adalah kau tak tahu kau boleh sayang orang lain sebagaimana kau sayang cinta kau yang lepas ke tak. Atau mungkin, kau tak pasti tahap kepercayaan yang kau nak bagi tu sebanyak mana. Nak bagi 1% pun kadang rasa goyah.</div>
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Sebab mungkin sebelum ni kau rasa kau dah bagi <i>all out</i>. <i>100 and 10 percent</i>. <i>Everything </i>yang dia nak, kau cuba bagi dalam keadaan sehabis baik. Kau ambil tahu pasal dia. Pantang ada masa lapang, masa itu digunakan untuk membayangkan masa depan yang bakal dibina. Perancangan hidup kalau berbual berdua dah banyak masuk soal kahwin, anak, rumah, kerjaya.</div>
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Lelaki jarang nak <i>serious</i> dalam <i>relationship</i>. Tapi, bila dia dah <i>serious</i>, dia akan <i>start </i>cerita dan fikir benda benda macam tu.</div>
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<i> And, you start give up on certain things that you really like before</i>. Sampai bila nak jadi budak kan?</div>
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<i> Games.</i></div>
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<i> Comic book.</i></div>
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<i> Action figure.</i></div>
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<i> Lepak borak kosong dengan kawan.</i></div>
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<i> Hang out at mall.</i></div>
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Semua semua. Yang kau (atau dia. <i>Mostly</i>, dia) fikir tidak elok untuk masa depan yang bakal dibina, kau tinggalkan. For b<i>etter future, you better start early.</i></div>
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Bila kau dah buat semua semua tu, kau tetap harapkan <i>something</i>. <i>At least</i> dihargai. Didatangkan dengan ucapan terima kasih mungkin. Tak perlu sampai bagi sijil penghargaan. Tak perlu sampai bagi majlis penganugerahaan.Terima kasih, dan senyum yang kata semuanya ini sudah ok. Itu saja.</div>
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Tapi, úntuk semua pengorbanan tu, yang kau dapat hanya satu dialog;</div>
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<i>Its just not enough.</i></div>
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Dan pernyataan tu, terus terang buatkan hati kau,</div>
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hancur.</div>
Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-80106536216857792382015-03-15T07:14:00.001-07:002015-03-15T07:14:18.919-07:00Apa khabar Mary...sebenarnya?<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“<i>Still </i>tak <i>contact.</i>” jawab aku ringkas.
Hati aku sakit nak jawab full length pun malas.</span></div>
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<i>whatsapp-whatsapp</i> yang berbentuk hubungan cinta dalam bulan 11 hujung tahun
lepas. Semenjak dari waktu itu, aku takde lagi terima mesej apa pun dari dia
yang berbentuk perkhabaran. Sihat ke. Dah makan ke. Macamana kerja ok ke tak.
Takde lansung. Dulu rajin la jugak kalau aku terlelap sebelum call waktu malam,
dia akan call balik. Sekarang ni, <i>No</i>. Sunyi macam gitu. Dan ini sudah hampir masuk bulan 3 tahun
2015.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Aku tak tahu.” jawab aku ringkas lagi.
Sebenarnya aku dah start sakit hati balik tu. Kalau kau, saling tak contact
sampai berbulan-bulan, hati kau tak merajuk ke?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Kau kena <i>clear</i>kan benda ni
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku buat muka pelik dengan cadangan Zack tu. Dan
aku rasa, Zack dengan Hadib ni memang dah berbincang panjang pasal aku dengan
Mary. Fuck buat <i>pillowtalk</i> tak ajak aku.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Ok, sekarang ni bagi aku, Mary tu babi.
Dia tak <i>contact</i> kau. Dia tak cuba nak<i> reach</i> kau lansung. Takde. Kau jadi macam,
entah aku tak tau nak cakap. Teraniaya? Sebab kau dibiarkan macam tu. Dan benda
ni buat kau fikir yang <i>oh, Mary dah tak minat dengan hubungan ni</i> dan aku nampak
yang kalau kau dengan dia putus pun, kau takde masalah. Sebab kau dah <i>ready</i>
dekat <i>suface in case anything happen</i>. So, Mary tu babi.” terang Hadib panjang lebar.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> dia <i>still</i> anggap kau dengan dia adalah
couple.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"> Dia <i>still</i> lagi berharap kau nak masuk meminang dia.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Dia <i>still</i> lagi
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dia. Dia still lagi berharap.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Tatkala kau macam dah anggap hubungan ni dah lama
habis so kau tak declare apa-apa, <i>in the same time, </i>dia masih lagi berharap
pada kau. Kalau benda tu yang jadi, <i>sorry to say</i> Mikael, kau tu yang babi.”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Ni kalau drama melayu, aku dah tersembur
air. <i>Effect</i> terkejut. Tapi ye la, tak cukup dengan bercakap sambil mulut penuh
takkan aku nak tambah dengan sembur air pulak ye tak?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“<i>Up to you</i>. Asalkan, antara korang boleh
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku capai Note 4 aku buat kali yang
ketiga. Tarik nafas dah banyak kali dah ni. Tapi, tak tertekan send lagi
whatsapp ni. Ok, kali ni lah!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“<i>Hi, sorry ganggu. I nak tanya. Apa
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<i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Send.</span></i></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Bro,<i> breaking news</i>!” jerit aku pada
Zack yang tengah mengadap laptop.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Aku adalah babi!”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;">Bodoh tau Nizam ni. Bodoh.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Kenapa aku cakap dia bodoh? Ok macam ni.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Aku dekat mamak, pukul 9 malam. Kalau kau biasa lepak mamak, kau taulah waktu tu memang waktu puncak untuk mamak ramai. Dan oh, hari ni hari Sabtu. EPL game baby. Dah boleh bayang tak ramainya macamana?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Dan si Nizam ni boleh bantai menangis, tersendu-sendu.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Apa la orang fikir ni karang. Aku yang jantan menipu jantan yang lain? Fuhh. Jangan la ada yang report ke ibu aku ni karang.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Kau tak faham Mikael"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Tak kisah la aku faham ke tak, tapi boleh tak nangis kau tu perlahan sikit? Babi, orang pandang la bodoh!"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Nizam cuba la kesat sikit air mata dia. Cuba ya. Sebab aku tengok macam nak taknak je ngesatnya tu.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Tak, kau tak faham. Cuba kau bayangkan ya Mikael" Laaa pulak suruh bayangkan. Hmm susah ni.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Aku bercinta dengan dia dah berapa lama? Bukan sekajap tau. 3 tahun! 3 tahun tau tak!"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Slow suara tu babi. Slow"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "3 tahun tau tak. Tup-tup, bila dah masuk belajar dekat UUM, entah kenal dengan jantan kaya mana entah, straight tinggalkan aku. Apa, tak bernilai ke cinta aku ni pada dia?" ujar Nizam macam berbisik.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Well, orang mestilah pilih yang lagi elok kan? Eh.." aku tau aku salah cakap ni. Sebab Nizam sambung nangis lagi. Bodohnya lelaki sendu teruk depan orang ramai sebab perempuan.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Dah takde jodoh. Nak buat macamana. Kau pun satu, kalau dah 3 tahun bercinta kenapa tak minta doa kepada Allah? Ada berdoa mintak?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Fuhh Nizam muka dia masa aku cakap pasal doa, ada tertulis dialog "<i>Eh tolong sikit ek, aku buat hokayh!</i>"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Eh, tolong sikit eh, Aku buat tau tak!"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Kahkahkah. Betul sial. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Aku setiap kali aku solat, aku berdoa tau tak!"</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Kau doa apa?" tanya aku pada Nizam.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Aku doa "<i>Ya Allah, kalau dia bukan jodohku, kau jauhkanlah dia dariku. Namun kalau betul dia jodohku, kau permudahkanlah segala urusan. Janganlah kau sulitkan segala usaha kami untuk menghalalkan perkara yang dulunya haram.</i>" Aku doa macam tu! Aku siap hafal lagi tau tak!"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Serius? Kau doa macam tu?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Ye la!"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Aku tersenyun.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> "Kau rasa, Allah dah jawab belum doa kau tu?"</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Nizam terdiam sekejap. Berfikir.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Lepas tu straight aku panggil mamak suruh kira.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Times,"Times New Roman",serif;"> Sebab Nizam bodoh ni dah start hentak-hentak kepala atas meja macam orang gila. </span></div>
Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-21595472542865409982015-01-20T18:46:00.001-08:002015-01-20T18:46:28.804-08:00Certot Monarki : Yang gagal menang. Bahagian 2.<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Berkuasa!”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Handal!”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Sir Jose terdiam.
Begitu juga aku dan 14 orang yang lain. Sir Jose memandang tepat ke mata lelaki
bertopi itu. Ternyata wajah lelaki bertopi itu begitu angkuh.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">*******</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku pulang ke rumah
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“kecil”. Masuk ke ruang tamu, aku sudah terbau masakan mewangi. Sedap. Tapi
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barangan dibuang ke tong sampah, kuat. Biadap. Aku hilang sabar dan capai tali
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Aku kuat tak?”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Aku handal tak?”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Handal!”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku perasan hari ni, lelaki
bertopi dengan berwajah lebam kesan daripada pengajaran semalam antara yang
paling kuat bersorak. Datang juga walaupun aku tengok jalan pun masih
berdengkot-dengkot. Baguslah kalau dia dah faham.</span></div>
Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-28956312419016469332015-01-20T18:44:00.002-08:002015-01-20T18:44:39.284-08:00Certot Monarki : Yang gagal menang. Bahagian 1.<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-73053364586696561482015-01-17T23:48:00.001-08:002015-01-17T23:48:06.956-08:00#1 Borak Kosong : 1 tahun 10 bulan, Mary, Gaji kawan-kawan, 24 tahun dan lain-lain.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Bila aku bukak balik post lama-lama, baru aku perasan. Mahgad blog ni dah nak masuk dua tahun! <a href="http://blackbookandotherstuff.blogspot.com/search?updated-min=2013-01-01T00:00:00-08:00&updated-max=2014-01-01T00:00:00-08:00&max-results=48">2013</a> tu buat masa ni paling rajin la sebab dah la tak setahun penuh tapi <i>entry</i> dah cecah sampai 48. Yang tahun <a href="http://blackbookandotherstuff.blogspot.com/search?updated-min=2014-01-01T00:00:00-08:00&updated-max=2015-01-01T00:00:00-08:00&max-results=29">2014</a> pulak kemain tau setahun cukup tapi <i>entry</i> nak cecah 30 pun tak. Maklumlah, time tu tengah syok bercinta. Pergi matilah kan nak acah-acah menulis entry. <i>Plus</i> masa tu gelupor sikit fokus nak menulis novel (blergh) maka semua idea haruslah disalurkan ke tempat yang betul (alasan).</div>
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So, hmm nak cerita apa ni?</div>
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<i>Sorry?</i> Apa dia? Apa khabar novel yang aku tulis tu?</div>
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Hahahaha</div>
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA<br /> HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA</div>
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<a href="http://blackbookandotherstuff.blogspot.com/search/label/Mary">Mary.</a></div>
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Entah nak cakap la aku pasal <a href="http://blackbookandotherstuff.blogspot.com/search/label/Mary">Mary</a> ni. Masuk hari ni ada la dalam sebulan diam macam gitu. Aku ingatkan kitorang dah <i>official break-up</i> ke apa. Kita kan boleh ada <i>sense </i>bila hubungan tu dah nak capai hujung-hujung. Aku dah <i>standby</i> kepala aku dekat dasar dah <i>in case</i> tangki oksigen direntap kasar oleh <a href="http://blackbookandotherstuff.blogspot.com/search/label/Mary">Mary </a>sampaikan aku tak boleh bernafas. Entahlah.</div>
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Mungkin aku nak kena tunggu kad kahwin dari <a href="http://blackbookandotherstuff.blogspot.com/search/label/Mary">Mary</a> kot.</div>
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Eh, aku tak cerita lagi yek kejadian yang dekat Kursus kahwin tu? Aku dengan <a href="http://blackbookandotherstuff.blogspot.com/search/label/Mary">Mary</a> hari tu pergi Kursus kahwin sama-sama. Aku tak cerita lagi yek? Ha yang tu nanti la. Nanti. Cuma nak cakap, kalau agak-agak hubungan tu dah nak sampai hujung hujung, toksah la buat perangai nak pergi kursus kahwin sama-sama. Kerja orang gila.</div>
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Umur dah nak masuk 24 ni. Tapi masih lagi belajar. Stress tau.</div>
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Semalam aku pergi ke kenduri kahwin adik beradik kawan-kawan aku. Dah lepak sekali, mesti cerita pasal kerja. Dan kalau dah cerita pasal kerja, mesti cerita pasal gaji.</div>
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Berada di posisi aku, aku, yang masih lagi belajar. Harapkan pada duit elaun je. Dengar cerita kawan yang sedang bekerja gaji basic saja dah cecah RM3K. Kau agak, apa yang aku rasa.</div>
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<i> Over</i> tau kata aku terbalikkan meja-meja dekat kenduri kahwin tu. Teka lagi.</div>
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Tak tak, aku tak gigit alas meja tanda protes.</div>
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Yes. <i>Frust</i>.</div>
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"Kau bila nak kahwin?" adalah soalan yang paling boleh mengundang penumbuk sebenarnya. Kalau pada aku la. Dah la macam nak single, belajar lagi pulak tu.</div>
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Kalau tanya aku, aku mestilah nak kahwin. Gila apa tak kahwin. Habis nanti kalau malam-malam dekat luar hujan pastu sejuk pastu selimut takde (contoh), aku nak peluk siapa? Mestilah nak peluk bini!</div>
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Ni dah habis random dah ni aku berborak.</div>
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Ha apa lagi nak cerita? Tahniahlah kalau dah berjaya baca sampai sini.</div>
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Aku dah sampai usia yang kalau tak betul cara, aku boleh terberkahwin ni. Usia je la.</div>
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<i>By the way</i>, nak ke suami yang pagi baca journal, petang main Dota, malam layan <i>movie</i> ni? Nak ke?</div>
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Gurau je yang petang-petang main Dota tu. Kalau dah kahwin, petang-petang tu saya main awak la. Tanya lagi.</div>
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Agasvkuhaskduasvduhbasd bye.</div>
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Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-44757613810646616412015-01-17T20:12:00.000-08:002015-01-17T20:12:13.188-08:00Certot Patung : Yang gagal menang. Bahagian 2.<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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"Kau cuba la mengorat dia. Mana tahu kan, jodoh."</div>
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Aku ketip bibir. Kumpul semangat, kononnya. Aku memang dah
lama ada hati dengan si Amelia ni. Tapi tu la, orang secantik dia kau bukannya
hanya perlukan dialog ayat pembuka bicara biasa. Kau perlukan jugak semangat
dewa cinta dari seluruh pelusuk dunia. Supaya tak la dari nak keluar ayat-ayat
cinta, kau termencarut. Bila dah tarik nafas tiga kali, aku pun melangkah ke
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"Hai." ujar aku. Yakin.</div>
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"Hai." balas Amelia sambil senyum. Masya Allah kaki
aku kenapa macam tak jejak tanah ni. <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Steady</i>
Rizal <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">steady</i>. Kau boleh.</div>
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"Emm, tengah baca Novel FIXI ke tu?"</div>
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"Ha'a, tajuk Patung. Awak minat baca novel FIXI jugak
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Terbaik. Aku memang minat baca FIXI ni. Boleh la jadi modal
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"Suka jugak. Saya selalu baca novel. Buat masa ni, FIXI
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"Tu la. Saya dengan <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Boyfriend</i>
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Telinga aku masa tu dah berhenti dah berfungsi sebagai
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Ada boyfriend pulak si Amelia ni.</div>
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Dan untuk 30 minit itu lah aku cuma diam dan menjadi patung
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Fuck.</div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Terima kasih tau <i>you</i> sebab temankan I pergi tengok
wayang, <i>shopping</i>. I <i>appreciate</i> sangat.”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Hmm.”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“You ni kenapa
sebenarnya? Dari tadi mula <i>dating</i>
sampai I dah nak balik ni <i>still </i>macam
tu. Kenapa?”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Apa masalah <i>you</i> ni sebenarnya? Ha? Dari tadi I tanya
sepatah, <i>you </i>jawab sepatah. <i>Did I do something wrong? I hate it when you
become like this</i>. Cakaplah kenapa.”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“I ok. Dah. Cepat turun.”</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Hm! Macam patung!”
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Sebaik sahaja pintu
dihempas, pedal minyak kereta aku tekan laju.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">*****</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Tiba dirumah, komputer
dibuka. Pantas, aku tekan ikon Google Chrome dan automatik laman Twitter yang
terbuka dulu.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Terbaca aku tweet-tweet
yang berbunyi,</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; line-height: 150%;">MANCHESTER
UNITED POWER NOKHORROM!!!</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; line-height: 150%;">Siapa
fans Manchester United tak tengok game ni memang betul punya rugi.</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; line-height: 150%;">Glory
Glory Manchester United! #GGMU</span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Pantas, aku bukak laman
sesawang <i>Livescore</i>.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; line-height: 150%;">Manchester
United 5 – 0 Chelsea.</span></i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Perlahan, aku genggam
jersey Manchester United yang aku pakai sambil menahan rasa rugi yang teramat
sangat.</span></div>
<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span>
<br />
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Malam <i>game</i> penting tapi awek mengada ajak
dating aku <i>fuck</i>!</span></div>
Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-21789481689480721522015-01-07T06:22:00.001-08:002015-01-07T06:22:24.051-08:00Makhluk Halus Rumah Zam.<div dir="ltr">
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"Terima kasih tau bro bagi aku tumpang tidur rumah kau ni." ujar aku sambil bawak masuk beg ke bilik.</div>
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"Takde hal la. Kebetulan <i>parent </i>aku pun takde. Kau ada ni, malam ni boleh pillow talk."</div>
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"<i>Pillow talk</i> takpe. Jangan <i>pillow fight</i>. Geli aku. Macam <i>gay</i> pulak gayanya. Hahaha. Eh tandas mana?”</div>
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“Dekat bawah. Kau tu kalau nak turun ke bawah tu hati-hati tau.”</div>
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“Apsal?”</div>
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“Ada makhluk halus merayap dekat bawah tu.”</div>
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Aku gelak besar tapi bila Zam tak gelak lansung, aku mula rasa takut. <i>Fuck</i>. Macamana aku nak berak ni?</div>
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“Makhluk halus apa kau sembang ni?”</div>
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“Makhluk halus la. Dah lama ada. Sejak aku pindah sini dulu lagi. Suka benar merayap dekat dapur tu. Aku ingatkan je. Takut nanti bila kau ternampak, kau terkejut pulak.”</div>
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“Aku kalau benda tu tak kacau aku, aku <i>steady</i> je.” kata aku cuba buat-buat berani. Mana tau Zam ni saja nak uji aku je.</div>
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“Masalahnya benda tu kalau merayap je takpe. Kadang-kadang benda tu terbang nak terkam tak menahan tu. Dia rasa terancam, dia terbang.”</div>
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Sumpah aku dah seram sejuk ni.</div>
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“Sial. Hantu jembalang apa sial kau bela dalam rumah ni. Seram pulak aku nak duduk. Pontianak ke?”</div>
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"Tak ah. Lipas."</div>
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Aku rasa kalau tenungan aku ni pisau, dua belas kali jugaklah si Zam ni dah mati.</div>
Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-77669620307802777972015-01-02T09:39:00.002-08:002015-01-02T09:42:51.698-08:00Aku kan manusia lemah. Lupa?<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Sepatutnya esok adalah tarikh untuk aku <a href="http://blackbookandotherstuff.blogspot.com/2014/12/mary-dan-hari-graduasinya.html">ke kursus kahwin di Putrajaya</a>. Pembetulan. "Kita" ke kursus kahwin. Sepatutnya dua minggu lepas tapi keberangkatan kedua ibu bapa aku ke Umrah menyebabkan aku menangguh dulu kursus itu. Kursus kahwin ada banyak kali. Penceramah ada ramai orang. Ibu bapa, aku cuma ada sorang (Ye la. Sorang ibu. Sorang ayah. Jangan nak oh em gee kenapa seorang ibu bapa sangat lah).<br />
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Jadi, nak taknak (Nak!) aku kena call kau jugak. Bukan apa. Masa penangguhan hari tu, kau ada kata buat tempahan baru. Aku call ini in case la kalau kalau kau batalkan (janganlah) secara rahsia pendaftaran aku itu.</div>
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Aku tengok keliling. Takde orang. Tapi, risau jugak kena menganjing dengan rakan-rakan. Aku capai telefon, aku melangkah ke luar rumah. Panggilan telefon dibuat. Berdering panjang. Tak berangkat. Begitu juga untuk kali yang kedua. Ok. Kau busy. Ok. Aku positif.</div>
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Maharajalawak boleh tahan buat aku penat. Aku wonder jugak aku tengah tengok Maharajalawak atau Maharajapenat. Jam tunjuk pukul 12.20am. Masa untuk tidur. Esok mahu bangun awal. Azam baru u. Sebagai seorang bakal suami (walaupun kelihatan agak lama lagi nak jadi. But hey, kena berlatih dari sekarang la kan?) aku kenalah bangun awal bagi ditunjukkan kepada bakal-bakal isteri aku yang mendatang bahawa aku sa-orang calon Suami yang bagus. Dok gitu?<br />
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Telefon berdering.</div>
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Kau boleh agak kan dari siapa.</div>
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Tak perlu aku sebut nama.</div>
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Dan kali ni memang aku sedang pegang telefon (<a href="http://blackbookandotherstuff.blogspot.com/2015/01/wrap-it-up-for-2014.html">berbanding semalam</a>, telefon ada dalam laci). Lama. Aku biarkan tak berangkat. Telefon berhenti berdering.<br />
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Aku nekad. Lagi sekali telefon ini berdering, aku akan angkat. Berbual tentang apa saja benda yang kau mahu bualkan. Bertanya tentang khabar kau yang aku sentiasa tertanyakan.</div>
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Sayang, deringannya cuma sekali.</div>
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Maafkan aku sayang.</div>
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Masih ingat lagi lagu yang kau minat betul betul minat masa awal
Januari 2014 hari tu?</div>
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Ya, aku pun tak ingat jugak.</div>
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Hmm, takpelah dulu.</div>
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*Publish*</div>
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Selesai taipkan<i> entry </i>untuk blog yang lagi satu. Sempat juga <i>brag about
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Oh sekadar untuk recap, aku dah buat dua akaun Twitter dan blog. Kalau
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Lepas tu, aku pun mula la nak taip ni ni entry ni. Tapi, belum apa-apa
aku dah malas. Tak cukup malas tulis azam baru dekat blog lama sampai tak habis, buat
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Tapikan, siap awal awal pun buat apa. Bukan ada orang baca pun apa
yang aku tulis. Ni kalau aku mengaku aku crush ke siapa dekat Twitter pun takde
siapa perasan ni. Asyik la tanya umur berapa la, apa la. Membaca la sikit. Semua benda aku dah tulis kot dekat sini.</div>
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Done siapkan bahagian sentap. Kita ke part seterusnya.</div>
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Apa azam tahun baru aku?</div>
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Well, ayuhlah kita tuliskan disini untuk rujukan Mikael yang kini dan bahan
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<span style="text-indent: -0.25in;">1. Mula kumpul duit dan ada simpanan tetap</span></div>
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<span style="text-indent: -0.25in;">2. Nak kuruskan badan (Kau gelak amende setan?)</span></div>
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<span style="text-indent: -0.25in;">3. Nak fokus menulis sehari atleast satu page</span></div>
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Tu je la dulu kot.</div>
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<i>Fuck</i> perangai malas membuak-buak macam apa nak menulis azam pun malas
alahai macam mana nak capai azamnya setan?</div>
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Kenapa aku buat azam ni? Oh ya sebab tahun baru.</div>
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Aku masih tak faham kenapa kita meraikan tahun baru dengan begitu
asyik. Usia makin meningkat. Kalau kau <i>loser</i>, maknanya sudah kesekian-sekian
tahun, kau adalah <i>loser. New year</i> sambut bagai nak rak tapi lilin pada kek
harijadi pun kau sembunyikan jumlahnya. Jadi, apa inzalnya sambut new year ni?</div>
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Done meroyan <i>deep deep like people</i> baca dan oh my Mikael sungguh betul
apa yang awak tuliskan ini ya pun. Saya bagi awak, 4 bintang.</div>
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Wow! Empat bintang untuk Mikael! </div>
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Dapat bintang buat apa.</div>
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Lain la kalau dapat awak yedak? Hihu.</div>
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Oh,</div>
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Cakap pasal “awak" ni.</div>
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Tadi <a href="http://blackbookandotherstuff.blogspot.com/search/label/168%20days%20without%20Mary">Mary </a>call.</div>
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Lebih kepada <i>misscall.</i></div>
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Sekali.</div>
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Ya, aku <i>paranoid.</i></div>
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Oh, aku dah jumpa pun folder lagu favourite aku masa awal tahun 2014.</div>
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Loveable - Kim Jong kook</div>
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"Hello.."</div>
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"Tengah buat apa?"</div>
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"Aaaa, keluar makan dengan semua staff staff saujana tadi. Kuew Teow"</div>
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"Oh...ok..i keluar tau. Dengan Azwad"</div>
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"Oh ok. I pun on the way balik ni" dan aku dapat bayangkan masa dia sebut dialog ni, pelan-pelan dia sebut fuck. Sebab?</div>
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"Oh, belum balik lagi. Ni dekat mana?"</div>
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"Aaa, dalam kereta. On the way balik. Hmm ha'a."</div>
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"Dengan siapa?"</div>
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"Ni la staff-staff Saujana"</div>
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Aku diam sebentar.</div>
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"Siapa dalam kereta?"</div>
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"Staff saujana"</div>
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"Nama?"</div>
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Mengeluh perlahan.</div>
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"Aie. Staff saujana"</div>
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Oh, sekarang dah ada Aie.</div>
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"Bang, mintak lagu Bahagiamu Deritamu nyanyian Hafiz satu bungkus ikat tepi. Sedih lebih ya."</div>
Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-26294010747057256302014-12-10T08:41:00.002-08:002014-12-10T09:03:22.290-08:00Mary dan Hari Graduasinya.<div style="text-align: justify;">
Aku sampai untuk kali ketiga (pertama bersama Zack pukul 8.00 pagi dan 5.00 petang hari yang sama.) ke BigBadWolf tepat jam 1140 pm. 20 minit sebelum penjualan buku FIXI "Malam" bermula. Sampai-sampai, aku lihat kawasan depan meja kosong. Cantik. Walaupun sebenarnya kejadian yang berlaku ni memang tak logik, tetapi aku ambil sebagai hadiah sebab usaha jugak nak datang berkali-kali semata nak rebut buku tu.<br />
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Dan ternyata, aku naif.</div>
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Selepas bercakap "Wau, wau" sebanyak 18 kali, akhirnya aku sampai ke barisan paling belakang untuk membeli buku Malam. Betul aku cakap. Tak masuk akal. Walaupun benda ni aku dah agak, tapi janji palsu pada awal sampai tadi betul-betul buat aku teruja.</div>
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Masa tu la, ianya berlaku.</div>
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Telefon berdering.</div>
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Lambat.</div>
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"1 Missed Call"</div>
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"Mary"</div>
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Shit.</div>
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Aku tenang.</div>
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Taknak gelabah.</div>
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Taknak gelupur.</div>
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Dan telefon berdering lagi.</div>
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Berlakulah perbualan yang paling aku rindu nak dengar tapi aku taknak bagitau dia.</div>
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Sumpah malam tu, senyum sampai telinga.</div>
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*******</div>
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Esoknya,</div>
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Panggilan telefon berlaku lagi.</div>
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Peringatan lagi tentang isu semalam.</div>
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Oh, Mary ajak aku pergi Kursus Kahwin. Aku setuju. Apa? Why i agree? Why not?</div>
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Jadi, dia suruh aku bagi nombor IC dan nama penuh.</div>
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Untuk pengetahuan anda semua juga, Mary akan bergraduasi pada Hari Selasa 9/12/2014</div>
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"So, bila gerak Dungun?"</div>
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"Malam esok. Lepas kerja tu malam terus gerak sana"</div>
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"Tidur sana?"</div>
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"Maybe. Satu malam kot"</div>
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"Ok then :)"</div>
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*******</div>
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Sebelum tu,</div>
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Pada pagi Jumaat.</div>
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Hari pertama BigBadWolf berlansung.</div>
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"Zack, Mary graduate minggu depan ni... kalau kau dekat tempat aku, kau ucap tak?"</div>
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"Entahlah. Depend. Kalau aku, aku send je mesej ucap tahniah. Tak luak pun. Time tu jugak boleh tengok respond dia macamana. Dia still into you or not."</div>
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"Macamana tu?"</div>
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"Ye la. Kalau dia balas "Ok Thanks" je, kau dah boleh start padam nombor dia pelan pelan dalam kepala, move on dan cari gadis lain untuk dijadikan pasangan kekasih sehidup semati kau. Percayalah, dia dah tak minat dah dengan kau"</div>
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"Apsal kau "Heh"?"</div>
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"Kau cakap move on dengan cari gadis baru tu nampak macam senang betul. Macam order lempeng"</div>
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Zack sekadar angkat bahu, depa tangan. Malas nak lawan debat la tu.</div>
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Dah la. Dari layan perasaan yang tak tentu ni, baik aku layankan 3 buah kotak buku yang aku dah ambik ni. Nak kena pilih sebab bajet cekik leher. So, baik aku bagi rasa kasih sayang dan perhatian aku pada buku dulu buat masa ni.</div>
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Sepanjang aku hidup ni, buku tak pernah betray aku lagi.</div>
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*******</div>
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<i> "Tahniah kerana anda berjaya bergraduasi!" </i>mesej dihantar.</div>
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<i> "Terima kasih, tapi sesi i belum start lagi...huhu"</i></div>
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<i> "Pukul 2 kan?"</i></div>
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<i> "2.30"</i></div>
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<i> "Dapat tak ngelak naik pentas?" 1.29 pm</i></div>
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<i> "Macamana konvo? Ok?" 7.18 pm</i></div>
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<i> "Muhammad Mikael Sahaja. 910520-**-****. I ada hantar through Whatsapp dah sebenarnya. Takut you tak dapat" 7.20 pm</i></div>
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Ya, yang ada masa tu aku yang hantar.</div>
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Dan dia masih lagi biarkan aku sunyi sampai saat ini.</div>
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Sampainya hati.</div>
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<![endif]--><span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;"> <span style="font-size: small;"> “I dah macam Enot dah
sayang,” ujar Mary masa dalam talian.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> “Tahu dah. Takpelah.
Enot ke Kenot ke, I tetap sayang u jugak”</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> “Hmmm, I dah gemok,”
ulang Mary lagi untuk kali yang ke 14 selepas 7 panggilan telefon dilaksanakan
sebelum itu.</span></div>
<span style="font-size: small;"><br />
<span style="line-height: 115%;"> “Tahu dah. Ok. Takpe.
Tak kisah pun.”</span></span>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;">*******</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> “I dah gemuk tau.
Macam Enot dah badan i,” ulang Mary sekali lagi untuk kali ke 15 bagi panggilan ke 8.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> “I tahu,”</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> “Tapi, I gemuk gemuk
pun I happy!” ujar Mary tiba-tiba. Insecure ke apa entah aku tak tahu.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> “Tak kisah la happy ke
tak happy. You sihat tak? Kalau happy-happy pun bila jalan sikit dah mengah, tak
guna jagak. Mahu I paksa you keluar jogging dengan i” kata aku. Risau. Seolah
Mary ni dah kena penyakit yang paling menakutkan dari orang gemuk. Penyakit “Badan
aku maka suka hatilah aku lah”.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;">*******</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> Mary masuk ke dalam
kereta.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> “Hai!” ujar Mary
dengan senyuman yang paling manis.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> Aku jatuh cinta untuk
kali yang entah ke berapa puluh ribu.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> “Cantik. You.. you nampak
cantik.”</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> “Terima kasih” dan
Mary senyum lagi. Dan aku jatuh cinta lagi.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> Aku membawa kereta
sambil mata curi amati tahap gemuk yang diuar-uarkan oleh si Mary dua minggu
sebelum tu.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> “Entah celah mana
gemuk entah,”</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> “I dah gemuk laaaa”</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> “Celah mana?”</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> Pertanyaan aku tak dijawab.
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> Ni betul punya
kelakuan paling boleh gugat iman.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;">*******</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> Beratur di ATM memang
meter sabar tu kena sentiasa penuh. Kalau tidak, dengan tong sampah dekat ATM
tu pun kau maki hamun. Dengan orang yang potong <i>que </i>nya, dengan orang yang
tekan nombor satu-satunya, dengan orang yang bodoh sombongnya. Pening.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> “Kau tengok badan awek
tu. Gemuk kot. Nasib muka boleh blah,” kata Zack berbisik dari belakang.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br /></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> Pantas, mata aku
melilau cari. Jumpa. Dan benda pertama aku ingat, aku teringatkan Mary. Dari
belakang, badan dia sebijik macam Mary. Dan aku rasakan, itu kurus. Bukan gemuk seperti yang dikhabarkan. Sampailah aku
ternampak muka si tuan badan yang lansung tak sama dengan Mary. <b>AUTOMATIK </b>aku
rasa itu adalah gemuk.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><br />
<span style="line-height: 115%;"> Dua minggu dah aku
dengan Mary perang dingin. Entah apa silap aku, aku tak tahu.</span></span>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 115%;"> Tapi sekarang aku
yakin yang aku memang benar-benar rindu.</span></div>
Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-30369359728189766872014-11-15T01:26:00.002-08:002014-11-15T01:26:29.312-08:00Bila ex dapat kekasih baru yang lebih hodoh : And it's all about which perspective view that we choose.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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"Kau ada tengok pakwe baru ex aku?" jerit Saiful tiba-tiba dekat workstation aku.</div>
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Sekarang ni memang tiap-tiap hari kena pergi workstation. Nak buat research kununnya. Walhal bila sampai depan pc tu, lepas satu, satu video youtube yang aku tengok. Jahanam.</div>
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"Ex yang mana?"</div>
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"Macam ramai pulak ex yang aku sayang,"</div>
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"Kann. Kan ke ramai ex kau. Dekat tujuh orang tu tak kira ramai?"</div>
<div style="text-align: justify;">
Saiful jeling. Sentap.</div>
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"Liyana,"</div>
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Sebaik nama tu disebut, terus aku terbayang muka seorang Ainan Tasneem. Aku pernah tengok gambar ex dia sekali hari tu. Memang sebijik macam Ainan Tasneem.</div>
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"Ha, kenapa dengan pakwe baru ex kau tu?"</div>
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"Heh. Dah la buruk, gemuk pulak tu. Apa la malang si Liyana tu dapat pakwe macam gitu. Rasa <i>win</i> pulak aku tiba-tiba bila aku tengok dia dapat pakwe baru yang lebih buruk. Aku hensem lagi."</div>
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"Well, itu dari perspektif kau. Kau bayangkan, dia lagi sanggup nak couple dengan lelaki yang lebih buruk dan hodoh dari memilih untuk teruskan lagi kehidupan dengan kau. Kalau kau pandang dari sudut itu, agak-agak siapa yang tengah win?"</div>
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Terdiam.</div>
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Dan kelihatan dari jauh, Saiful menampar-nampar dirinya sampai dia pengsan.</div>
Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-89802724474340728992014-10-28T03:45:00.000-07:002014-10-28T03:45:53.665-07:00Suatu petang di taman permainan.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">18 tahun dulu.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Suatu petang
di taman permainan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">“Mikael,
kau nak main kejar-kejar tak?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin-bottom: 0in; text-indent: .5in;">
<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">“Aku malas
la. Nanti time turn kau jadi, mesti kau tak nak jadi,”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">“Takde
la serius-serius. Cepatlah nanti dah lewat petang pulak,”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">“Ok
yek main yek. Kalau jadi kau jadi yek,”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">“Ya janji janji. Kau jadi dulu,”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">“Apsal pulak aku?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">“Lepas kau jadi,
aku jadi la”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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minit larian berlaku.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">“Jadi! Yeay yeay kau jadi. Hahaha”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">“Eh
dah la aku malas la nak main. Penat penat”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">“Mana boleh! Tadi kau
dah janji!”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">“Dah
maghrib ni. Nanti mak aku bising la. Aku balik dulu la.<a href="https://www.blogger.com/null" name="_GoBack"></a>”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 115%;">Sejak tu
la aku ada trust issues.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-55042513109297261802014-10-16T20:02:00.000-07:002014-10-27T00:21:56.372-07:00Mary dan entah la benda ni aku nak panggil apa.<div style="margin-bottom: .0001pt; margin: 0cm;">
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Ini kisah aku sebaik sahaja aku tiba dari Johor.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Panggilan telefon. Aku dan Mary.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">"Esok masuk kerja pukul berapa?"
tanya aku bagi memulakan perbualan.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">"Esok masuk pukul 12.30. Tolong
hantar i! Please please! Ambik i pukul 11.45am. Ambik awal sikit pun ok. I nak
pergi bank!”<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Oh dan dan nya. Tapi, no big deal pun
actually. Bukan ada apa sangat nak buat pun hari Jumaat esok. So yeah. Ok.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">"Ok. Boleh je. Esok pagi kejut i yek.
Heehee"<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">"Apsal pulak i nak kena kejut
u??"<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Aku terdiam kejap.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">"Kejutkan la i. Mana tahu i terlajak
tidur ke." sambil cakap sambil mata jeling ke jam. Dah pukul 2 pagi.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">“Takde kerja i nak kejut u pagi-pagi tu.”<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Fikiran celaru orang lelaki.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"> “Kenapa taknak
kejutkan? Kejutkan la i. Tak salah pun kan?” bercakap dengan nada tenang.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">"I bukan taknak kejut u tahu tak. I
malas! Malas nak kejut u"<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">"Malas malas tak dapat la kak"<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">"Huh. Actually, kalau u agree nak
ambik i, suppose u sepatutnya kena bangun, standby untuk ambik i. Apsal pulak i
nak kena kejut u?"<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Bagi korang benda ni apa benda?<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">Bagi aku, benda ni bullshit.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: inherit;">P/S : Jumpa Sabtu esok (18/10/2014) dekat event Kolumpo tu.</span></span></div>
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Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-45884414677172052662014-10-06T07:37:00.000-07:002014-10-27T23:42:16.798-07:00Mary, Konvo Dan Perangai Aku Yang Kadangnya Entah Apa-Apa.<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“U nak I pergi konvo u ke tak?” tanya Mary untuk kali yang akhir.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">14 hari sebelum itu.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><u><span style="line-height: 150%;">22/9/2014<o:p></o:p></span></u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;"><i>“I dah tahu dah tarikh konvo i” </i>bbm
aku ke Mary dengan penuh rasa excited tahap melampau.<i><o:p></o:p></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="line-height: 150%;">“Bila?”<o:p></o:p></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="line-height: 150%;">“12 oktober 2014”<o:p></o:p></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="line-height: 150%;">“U nak I datang tak?”<o:p></o:p></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Well, kekasih hati pengarang jantung, hadir pada hari paling
bermakna dalam hidup, dianugerahkan dengan kejayaan yang penuh epik dan mampu
mengundang tangis akibat daripada usaha 4 tahun. Orang gila je kata taknak.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="line-height: 150%;">“Nak la. Tapi ikutlah. Kalau u nak
datang, boleh je nak datang”<o:p></o:p></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Kenapa aku jawab macam tu. Semuanya diatas dua faktor. Jarak
perjalanan dan kengkangan pergerakan. Aku konvo dekat Johor. Dan Mary berada di
Puchong Selangor. Untuk perjalanan biasa yang bermula dari TBS, ianya akan
mengambil masa selama 3 jam tepat. Tak lebih dan tak kurang. Kau bayangkan dia
semata nak kena tempoh perjalanan selama 3 jam pergi dan balik hanya untuk
datang lihat aku berkonvo. Tu belum lagi nak kena naik bas untuk datang dari
Batu Pahat ke Parit Raja. Lebih kepada aku kesian. Aku risau jugak dia penat.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Dan sebenarnya, boleh je dia tumpang ibu aku yang turut sama
hadir pada majlis konvo. Tapi, aku risau situasi jadi <i>awkward</i>. Ye la. Mary bukannya seseorang yang ada hubungan sah lagi
dengan aku. Baru berpangkat kekasih. Kalau dah pangkat bertunang, aku dah
wajibkan dia datang. Gila apa tak datang pada hari penting tunang dia. Karang
aku buat perangai tak datang pada hari penting dia karang (Majlis Perkahwinan
kami) ha baru gelupor dia.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Tapi tu la. Pangkat kami cuma pasangan kekasih.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="line-height: 150%;">“Ok, I apply cuti then masa hari tu”<o:p></o:p></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Oh, dan yang pasal dua faktor tu, aku still tak terangkan
dekat dia.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><u><span style="line-height: 150%;">28/9/2014<o:p></o:p></span></u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="line-height: 150%;">“U, nanti kiranya u nak I gerak
dengan parent u ke macamana? How transport? U punya sesi dekat sesi ke berapa?
Confirm ya Ahad?” </span></i><span style="line-height: 150%;">BBM
Mary kepada aku.<o:p></o:p></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="line-height: 150%;">“U, we need to discuss about this.
Let’s meet up”<o:p></o:p></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Dan, pada saat keluar makan malam tu aku terangkan segala
kegusaran yang ada dalam hati dan fikiran aku. Kebanyakkannya dia mengangguk.
Faham mungkin.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“So how? Right now its about u my dear. U nak I datang tak?”
tanya Mary sambil senyum.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Masa tu, aku lebih rasa tak perlu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">So, korang tahulah apa jawapan dia.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Pertemuan diakhiri dengan pemberian jawapan yang aku menyesal
di kemudian hari.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Tapi malam tu, aku masih lagi tak tahu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><u><span style="line-height: 150%;">30/9/2014<o:p></o:p></span></u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Well, aku cakap tak perlulah datang sebab kau bayangkan lah.
Baru bercouple. Karang awek aku tu buat gila dia nak bergambar sekali dalam
gambar aku konvo. Kalau tunang lain cerita. Ni couple. Gambar yang diambik tu
nanti nak tampal dekat dinding rumah. What if hubungan kitorang tak panjang.
Tak ke mana pun. Terputus. Sampai mati orang tanya aku yang berdiri dalam
gambar tu siapa? Penat weh nak jawab” terang aku panjang lebar kepada Hadib dan
<a href="http://blackbookandotherstuff.blogspot.com/2013/05/pernah-tengok-orang-yang-tengah-rabak.html">Zack</a>. Oh ya, Hadib dan <a href="http://blackbookandotherstuff.blogspot.com/2013/05/pernah-tengok-orang-yang-tengah-rabak.html">Zack </a>merupakan antara kawan kelas aku yang sambung
Master. Yang lain semua lebih gemar membina kerjaya.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Kau tak boleh la assume dia macam tu” ujar Hadib<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Apsal?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Takde. Kalau dia matang, dia akan pilih untuk tak join dalam
gambar. Tu je.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Tepat masa perbualan nak jadi serius, bihun goreng daging aku
sampai. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Well, dalam segala hal pun perut tetap akan mendahului.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">*******<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><u><span style="line-height: 150%;">2/10/2014<o:p></o:p></span></u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><u><span style="line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Bawaklah dia datang Mikael. Nanti boleh sekali pergi dengan
Anis tengok korang konvo. Anis boleh je ambik dia dekat Bus Stop Batu Pahat tu”
ujar Anis, kekasih Hadib. Excited dia satu macam betul.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Beriya nak ambik dia ni apsal? Tu pakwe tu nanti naik pentas
time konvo siapa nak tengok?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Ala, itu dia la. Orang berkejar la nanti. Sempat punya. Sesi
pukul 12. Tu belum tentu pukul 12 pun startmya. Suruh ya nanti dia datang.
Boleh temankan kita”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Dalam kepala aku fikir apa benda logiknya nak berteman pulak.
Lepas dah ambik scroll, mesti keluarga aku dengan keluarga aku. Keluarga Hadib
dengan keluarga Hadib. Berteman celah mana.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Ajak tau!”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Ha, yela. Nanti orang bagitau dia.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">*******<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><u><span style="line-height: 150%;">3/10/2014<o:p></o:p></span></u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><u><span style="line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“What? Awek Hadib beriya nak I datang?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Yes”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Apsal pulak?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Saja nak suruh teman dia sekali. Nanti boleh jugak u teman I
time konvo I tu” ujar aku tiba-tiba dengan penuh harapan menggunung nak dia
datang.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“U nak I pergi konvo u ke tak?” tanya Mary untuk kali yang akhir.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Boleh je kalau u nak datang”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Hmmm, ok. Tengok la nanti cuti I macamana”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">*******<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><u><span style="line-height: 150%;">4/10/2014<o:p></o:p></span></u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><u><span style="line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Kau bawaklah awek kau time konvo. Sumpah tak menyesal. Aku
serius” ujar Ifwat bersungguh.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Ifwat ni baru je habis konvo minggu lepas dekat UTeM. Dan,
aku boleh nampak jugak kekecewaan dia masa dia bergambar pakai jubah dengan
awek orang. Apakan daya, diri sendiri takde makwe. Memang jawabnya berkonvo
lebih kepada bersama keluarga dan kekasih orang.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Apsal kena bawak pulak?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Kau bayangkan. Semua orang bawak awek. Semua orang ada awek
datang bagi bunga. Yang aku, mak aku yang belikan bunga. Tak sedih ke tu?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Ok la ada mak nak bagi” sambil cakap sambil jelling.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Tak, tak. Kau tak faham. Bukan tak bersyukur. Cuma, kau
bayangkan, setiap awek ada peranan dia masa pakwe konvo. Bagi bunga. Temankan
dia. Best aku tak tipu. Kau pun, bukan ada banyak kali konvo pun. Aku risau
kalau awek kau tak datang, kau berbulu je tengok orang lain ada awek bagi bunga
dekat diorang. Tu je”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Pantas, sambil aku dengar dia bercakap, sambil aku capai
Blackberry aku.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="line-height: 150%;">“U kalau nak datang konvo I, ok je.
Heuheu”<o:p></o:p></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="line-height: 150%;">“Mmm, ok ok. In Shaa Allah”<o:p></o:p></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Dan bila aku hantar BBM tu, aku berharap ni. Aku berharap dia
datang.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><i><span style="line-height: 150%;">“12 Oktober tu, I cuti </span></i><i><span style="font-family: Wingdings; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-char-type: symbol; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-symbol-font-family: Wingdings;">J</span></i><i><span style="line-height: 150%;">”<o:p></o:p></span></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Kegembiraan yang aku rasa time tu, priceless.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">*******<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><u><span style="line-height: 150%;">6/10/2014<o:p></o:p></span></u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small;"><u><span style="line-height: 150%;"><br /></span></u></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Pulang dari gym, ini malam pertama aku balik jalan kaki. Gym
dengan rumah, ada la berjarak dalam 5km. Terpaksa. Kereta dah aku serahkan
kepada keluarga bagi memudahkan mereka untuk datang ke majlis konvo aku.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Gila jalan 5km sesorang. Aku pun telefon Mary.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Hai, temankan I boleh? U tengah buat apa?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“I baring” jawab Mary dalam suara paling mengantuk.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Temankan i. I jalan kaki sorang. Takut. Hee”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Sorang? U dari mana?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“I dari gym. Sorang la. Teman boleh?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Boleh je”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Hmm, macamana kerja hari ni? Ok? Ada cerita menarik apa-apa
yang berlaku?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Takde apa-apa pun. Besok I cuti tau. Tak kerja”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Oh, ok ok”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Lepas tu Rabu depan I cuti. So, Ahad tu I kerja”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Wait what? Ahad tu u kerja?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Ha’a”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Kenapa?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Ada orang dia request. Jadi Ahad tu I kerja la. Rabu depan
baru cuti”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Masa tu, kalau korang tekapkan telinga ke dada aku, korang
boleh dengar yang hati aku tengah pecah berderai. Ahad tu, sama dengan 12
Oktober, sama dengan hari aku konvo.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Oh, ok. Takpe. I faham.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">*Senyap
4 minit*<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“U jauh lagi ke nak jalan tu? Lama lagi tak?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Aku faham.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Takpelah. Takpe. Sorry ganggu. Nanti I dah sampai rumah, I bagitau.
Lama lagi ni nak sampai.”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">“Ok”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Dan telefon diletakkan.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: small; line-height: 150%;">Aku?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;"><span style="font-size: small;">Itulah 5km paling sayu yang aku pernah jalan dalam sepanjang 23
tahun aku hidup.</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
Mikael Sahajahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11033000823929074904noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5260194780815341306.post-79082797096195581532014-08-31T20:19:00.001-07:002014-08-31T20:19:22.451-07:00Tragedi : Relationship : Blind Date<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Pergi mana?” tanya Azam pada aku.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Keluar kejap. Aku ada blind date.”
Jawab aku sambil senyum melebar.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Mak ai, zaman laman sosial power bagai
nak mati ni pun kau nak pergi blind date jugak ke? Kau kenal dia dekat mana?
YM? WeChat?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Dekat Twitter je”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Dah tu, kenapa panggil blind date?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Sebab dekat Twitter tu dia tak letak
gambar dia pun. Dia letak gambar permandangan”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Hmm, mesti tak cantik. Kalau cantik ni
biasanya dia yakin nak letak gambar muka dia. Nasib kau baik sikit kalau dia
bukan lelaki”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Buto kau la! Aku yakin dia perempuan.
Dan, berdasarkan sepanjang perbualan aku dengan dia dekat Twitter, aku yakin
yang dia cantik”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Azam senyum menganjing. Senyum penuh
makna. Senyum kata kejap lagi kau mesti kena. Binawe.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Kalau cantik Azam, kau kena belanja aku
minum Chatime seminggu direct no skip. Amacam? Beran?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Heh, no hal la. Tapi, aku nak gambar.
Dan, kalau dia tak cantik, aku pulak nak chatime 2 minggu direct no skip no
limit”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Takde hal la! Aku yakin dia cantik!
Kalau dia cantik, confirm la sampai ke malam aku tak balik-balik berdating”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Kiranya kalau kau balik awal tu,
maknanya dia buruk la tu? Macam tu? Confirm awal la kau balik. Confirm! Hahaha”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku emosi sikit. Cepat-cepat aku pakai
kasut dan hempas pintu. Tu konon la tu emosi sangat tu. Walhal takde emosi
mana.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Aku doakan dia tak cantik!” jerit Azam
bangsat dari dalam rumah. Celaka.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Jam aku lihat sudah pukul 12.
Berjanjinya bertemu di Times Square pukul 2 petang. Awal? Biarlah kita tunggu
orang jangan orang tunggu kita.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">*******<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Jam menunjukkan pukul 2.15pm. Lewat.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 150%; text-indent: 0.5in;">Jarang biasanya perempuan lewat masa 1</span><sup style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 150%; text-indent: 0.5in;">st</sup><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 150%; text-indent: 0.5in;">
date. Bukan ke biasanya diorang yang excited ke untuk 1</span><sup style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; line-height: 150%; text-indent: 0.5in;">st</sup><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: 12pt; line-height: 150%; text-indent: 0.5in;"> date?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Entah-entah dia dah nampak aku dari jauh
dan berasa kecewa dengan apa yang dia lihat lantas dia pun bergerak pulang
sambil memaki babi babi babi berkali-kali?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Entah-entah dia saja mempermainkan hati
aku dengan saja berjanji walhal takde niat pun nak datang.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Entah-entah…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Hai, awak Mikael ke?”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Aku mengalih pandangan pada suara ayu
yang ditujukan pada aku itu.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">Spontan, aku senyum.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">*******<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Awal balik.” ujar Azam sambil
tersenyum mengejek.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman","serif"; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 150%;">“Diamlah”<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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